One day away..

Finally, they day is getting closer, in some hours... I will see him, after all this time, I will be able to hug him, but I'm really nervous and scared.. Gosh >.< I really want to find love real love...I guess this is a little of hope, I hope this time the love is true I don't want to be hurt again, this time I want something real, something lasting. 


I will post more details after the meeting and well wish me luck. 

The Lovely Bones

Hey dear readers... *cough* I know I have none ! ha ha... Today is March the 6th and it's Tuesday, and this week it's been really hard so far, because guess what.. TESTS WEEK, and that can only mean one thing... STRESS, which I always can handle just fine but still means a lot of work. Anyways, It's just one week and as soon It's over I'll be closer to see that special person I love so much ♥.


Another thing I want to share is this film I recently saw, the film isn't too new this film was presented in 2009, Its inspired in a Novel Book by Alice Sebold. The film its called "The Lovely Bones" in spanish "Desde Mi cielo" kinda predictable title but meh.. This are some film details and a short description taken from IMDB

"The story centers on a young girl who has been murdered and watches over her family - and her killer - from heaven. She must weigh her desire for vengeance against her desire for her family to heal."

Director: 

Peter Jackson

Writers: 

Fran Walsh (screenplay), Philippa Boyens(screenplay), and 2 more credits »

Stars:

 Rachel Weisz, Mark Wahlberg and Saoirse Ronan

My comments about this movie, well I really enjoyed the whole movie, It wasn't boring or too sad, in matter of fact I thought i was going to cry rivers as soon as I saw the trailer ha ha.. But It didn't happen, the Story is really interesting and the suspense really keeps you watching it. As an aside note this is NOT a horror movie, says the horror movie freak aka ME. But, oh well after watching the movie i felt like reading the book and really compare them and enjoy the story once again. I'll start to read the book as soon as my tests week is over *sigh*.  I Liked this phrase " I was living in my own perfect world"  And I loved the movie. 


Here is the Trailer and in case of anyone of my ghost readers what the pdf copy of the book feel free to ask for it in a comment. 


Always yours ♥
Sybi 




The Lovely Bones Trailer  <-- If you cant see it on the blog just click on that link 

30 Days until deadline.. Or is it Loveline ?

Today is March 1st, and what's special about it ?, well in 30 more days... ugh 31 to be exact he will come to visit me, Oh I'm so nervous and today I flipped for no reason.. meh.. I'm so weird lol...Anyways, I really can't wait to see him, I'm scared and excited at the same time.

 I have so many questions to ask, and so much answers to get. I have so much things to do.. XP. And well if my unstable personality don't make him run away before, I will see him, finally...I will be able to touch his hair, hold his hand, and kiss his lips, I just hope nothing goes wrong. Is just I love him so much.. err I guess I never felt like this .. At least not in so much time.

 I don't know, If i will be nervous, If he is gonna be like on cam, What if He doesn't like me ? D: Oh my... so much pressure and on top of that.. I will have tests week starting on Monday.. Well I'm just worried about the Statistics.. but I definitively can do it at least pass it XD.

 Well...I don't know what else to say ha ha.. See ya soon =D
 

Love will come through

It's been a while since i felt like writing but something amazing happened to me. I met someone.. very special to me and I feel I'm in love x3. But as always there's something... He lives very far from me D; but I would still like to try. Maybe I'm being stupid for trying to get into a long distance thing If I more likely know the outcome. But there's something about him (besides his looks) that make me crazy.

We've been together for like 4 months or so and it looks to get more serious everyday, but I can't stop the fear, the fear of getting hurt, cheated or left once i given myself completely. The fear that he might not like me when he meet me or stupid things like that, but still I can't take that out of my head..Yet I will If I really want to be with him I must trust, I must believe he is the one, how funny... I never thought about getting married.. but.. He kinda made me think about it.. and I can't help but liking the idea more and more everyday as my love grows.

So far our plans are for instance to meet in april and spend 15 days together here in México, then in june (happens to be my Birthday on the 6th) I will be taking a plane for the first time and stay with him my long holidays It's gonna be like a month or so. I'm really excited because I want to see him, hug him, kiss him and all sort of things... =P. Then I want to know how the things go and see what we will do next.. whether I move there and start all over school or... stay here until I finish that would be like 3 years D: and that's what kinda scares me the most... the time apart.

Anyways.. I want to post a picture of him because I find him beautiful XD



Ugh as any girl I have insecurities XD meh... You know.. no one is perfect specially not me.. so .. What if he doesnt like me in real? ... You know I'm not like the tall, super skinny, blond blue eyed girl.. I'm more like not too tall, not fat.. I cant complain about the shape of my body but well I'm cinnamon skinned and brown eyed. I just hope from the botton of my heart.. this works out. If not well.. Let's not think about that XP I love him and I want him forever. ♥

Here's a song that makes me think about him and the title of this entry is inspired on it