Incredible everything

Lately I've been thinking, and I've been getting closer to a belief yes, a belief, and after all I have been through I realised I'm young but not a stupid girl anymore....Sometimes you realise you HAVE to wake up and go on, and change to be a better person, probably i wont be a saint but I'll give more than I get, the waiting for love is over.. I just want to be free and love myself more so I can achieve the love to others even when they might no deserve it, be able to tolerate that people who live to fuck others..yes there are many out there.My new belief is to love youself and nature the whole miracle of life, might sound super cheesy but to hate is a worst thought.. As for my personal relationships I'm gratefull to have a family no matter how good or bad it could be, but we support each other somehow, probably without them i would be a terrible person which i'm definetly not, I've made mistakes.. many of them but they were rarely meant to hurt someone I cant deny I had wanted to hurt who had hurted me deeply but now I realise is just not worth..Because I can make the difference about myself.My recent coming back to Wiccan opened my eyes, finally. And the key for happiness is not just the love in a couple relationship, the key of happiness is just to LOVE, to RESPECT, to be tolerant, and the want to change for good and do good to others.

What else can I say? I say that I want to be happy and to love myself and others =3, to forget the pride and to want to grow. Which I'm doing and the friendship and love will come for real and people will love me for who I am not cuz of how I look, my inner self and that makes me feel in peace.

Have you guys noticed that past makes you get tortured once in a while ? Because it does to me, and the feeling of regreet everything I had left or waste.. But time wont come back, why do bad memories do ? Because I let them.. When something can be fixed the do it but if it can't just let it go...

Anyways let's talk about other things, I'm super exited because i might be able to buy Fatal Frame 4 O.o for WII console and omg I so want that game... I'm saving money for it but i have other bills XP so might take me a bit XD ahah, that's the price to be responsible XP. I'm gonna leave you guys the game trailer i hope you like it !






Fortunately or unfortunately this game never came to america it stayed in Japan so I must buy in via E bay or something lol but the good thing is that very few people have it ;D

Anyways see you guys soon, feel free to comment

CornFlake Girl

I've always been a raisin girl XP, Well this song meaning is definetly not easy to find but, It's about being unique and honest to yourself, Tori Amos is a great performer and musician, so i wanted to share this amazing song which i love because i really feel identified. I hope you guys like it and leave your comments! I Forgot to say that I LOVE Tori Amos =D


Studio Version



Live performance


Amazing Cover by Tapping the Vein (one of my fav bands)



CornFlake Girl
By Tori Amos

Never was a cornflake girl
Thought that was a good solution
Hanging with the raisin girls
She's gone to the other side
Givin us a yo heave ho
Things are getting kind of gross
And I go at sleepy time
This is not really happening
You bet your life it is

Peel out the watchword
Just peel out the watchword

She knows what's goin on
Seems we got a cheaper feel now
All the sweetcaze are gone
Gone to the other side
With my encyclopedia
They musta paid her a nice price
She's putting on her string bean love
This is not really happening
You bet your life it is

Peal our the watchword
Just peel out the watchword

Never was a cornflake girl
Thought that was a good solution

Rabbit where'd you put the keys girl
And the man with the golden gun thinks he knows so much
Thinks he knows so much
Rabbit where'd you put the keys girl

The one in my dreams

This morning i woke up with a huge smile, well that's because i had a wonderful dream about a guy o.o, yes a guy lol, he was just the right one for me, hmm he was sooo sweet, tender, passionate, caring, about the physical description well he was Tall, athletic, asian, middle short straight hair, and a super nice personality. I think i might be asking much but i'll be waiting for that guy, maybe not the physical description as in O.o (gonna be hard to find an Asian guy XP) but any nationality guy but the most importan how he was towards me ohh, it is just super hard to find a guy who cares about you, who is loyal to you, who can make you feel sure and comfortable, who loves your defects and virtues, i guess i'll just find it out the day i meet that guy in my dreams, the one in my dreams.

Well as for now i'm super happy and this dream gave me a bit of hope and holding me to not to loose all the hope about finding a good guy, i guess i ask much but i definely think i deserve it.

Somehow i will give him all i've got in my hands, possessions and hear, i might be able to find him, so i'll be waiting till that day.

And there's a truth i know you might have the right person right in front of your eyes but maybe they havent notice, I hope that person exist yet in my life or come anytime soon n_n. At the end i just want someone to share ..

In the mean while i'm just gonna follow what this song says =3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDR_ldGke6A ♪ <--- My Favorite video



Haven't Met You Yet lyrics
Songwriters: Buble, Michael Steven; Chang, Alan; Foster, Amy;

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up
I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And, baby, your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair
In love and war
But I won't need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazing
And being in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get
Yeah, I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh, promise you, kid
To give so much more than I get

I said love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
(I just haven't met you yet)
Love, love, love, love
Love, love
I just haven't met you yet



Feel free to post your comments ♥

One Step Forward..

Wow It's been a while since i wrote my last entry, atleast i still remember my password haha, anyways I've been working really hard because I'm in charge of one of my parents pharmacies(Drugstores), soon if the fate allows me to I'll start a career on Medicine =) since i'm pretty much done with English XD.

Well about other issues not much has happened, I still hang out with some of my old (real friends) XD and some who arent as much but It's fun, I just wish I had more time for myself, maybe to have a boyfriend.. lol but oh well that will come eventually..

I'll try to write a bit more often even tho i know no one will read it hahah XD

I love this video =)