Incredible everything

Lately I've been thinking, and I've been getting closer to a belief yes, a belief, and after all I have been through I realised I'm young but not a stupid girl anymore....Sometimes you realise you HAVE to wake up and go on, and change to be a better person, probably i wont be a saint but I'll give more than I get, the waiting for love is over.. I just want to be free and love myself more so I can achieve the love to others even when they might no deserve it, be able to tolerate that people who live to fuck others..yes there are many out there.My new belief is to love youself and nature the whole miracle of life, might sound super cheesy but to hate is a worst thought.. As for my personal relationships I'm gratefull to have a family no matter how good or bad it could be, but we support each other somehow, probably without them i would be a terrible person which i'm definetly not, I've made mistakes.. many of them but they were rarely meant to hurt someone I cant deny I had wanted to hurt who had hurted me deeply but now I realise is just not worth..Because I can make the difference about myself.My recent coming back to Wiccan opened my eyes, finally. And the key for happiness is not just the love in a couple relationship, the key of happiness is just to LOVE, to RESPECT, to be tolerant, and the want to change for good and do good to others.

What else can I say? I say that I want to be happy and to love myself and others =3, to forget the pride and to want to grow. Which I'm doing and the friendship and love will come for real and people will love me for who I am not cuz of how I look, my inner self and that makes me feel in peace.

Have you guys noticed that past makes you get tortured once in a while ? Because it does to me, and the feeling of regreet everything I had left or waste.. But time wont come back, why do bad memories do ? Because I let them.. When something can be fixed the do it but if it can't just let it go...

Anyways let's talk about other things, I'm super exited because i might be able to buy Fatal Frame 4 O.o for WII console and omg I so want that game... I'm saving money for it but i have other bills XP so might take me a bit XD ahah, that's the price to be responsible XP. I'm gonna leave you guys the game trailer i hope you like it !






Fortunately or unfortunately this game never came to america it stayed in Japan so I must buy in via E bay or something lol but the good thing is that very few people have it ;D

Anyways see you guys soon, feel free to comment